Thursday, June 07, 2007

Dante’s Prayer
by 
Loreena McKennitt

When the dark wood fell before me
And all the paths were overgrown
When the priests of pride say there is no other way
I tilled the sorrows of stone
I did not believe because I could not see
Though you came to me in the night
When the dawn seemed forever lost
You showed me your love in the light of the stars
Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember me
Then the mountain rose before me
By the deep well of desire
From the mountain of forgiveness
Beyond the ice and the fire
Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember me
Though we share this humble path, alone
How fragile is the heart
Oh give these clay feet wings to fly
To touch the face of the stars
Breathe life into this feeble heart
Lift this mortal veil of fear
Take these crumbled hopes, etched with tears
We’ll rise above these earthly cares
Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember me


“The Book of Secrets” (1997)

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Thomas


John David Thomas, 1951-2007

After meeting randomly on the fourth floor of the BAC, it was Krista (Blaikie) Hughes who introduced me to the inner workings of the Acadia History Society and to John Thomas. Not knowing who he was, or much about him at all, I initially thought his first name was “Thomas,” which subsequently provided fodder for teasing over the years. He was henceforth christened “Thomas” and I was awarded (or allowed) sole custody of addressing him in such a manner.

Along with Aaron, Jennifer, Pearl, I took three courses with Thomas while at Acadia. He was also the faculty supervisor of the history society so for two years, I was under his direction when it came to the planning and carrying out of the history society’s participation in the annual homecoming parade. By “participation,” I mean: Thomas would come up with a theme. I would go to the drama department to borrow costumes. I would then beg, threaten and produce tears if necessary to convince my friends and fellow students to go on the float. By “float,” I mean a flatbed trailer that a local farmer out of the goodness of his heart would volunteer and then use his tractor to pull through the main, and only street in Wolfville.




Acadia History Society Floats, 1995 and 1996

The sad thing is that Thomas had so much to do with all those floats and there are few if any photos to document his participation as he took all the photos! I can see him now, wearing his red sweatshirt, blue ball cap and khaki pants, running alongside the float as it was paraded through Wolfville, with a minimum of at least three cameras around his neck (usually mine, his and Kristas)! If it wasn’t for him, nothing would have been undertaken – or documented. Nobody fell off, the history society won first prize for best float three years in a row and I now realize I would never have undertaken such a feat without the direction, encouragement and orders from Thomas. Thank you Krista for starting me down that path.


Acadia is a small campus, with a small student population, set in Nova Scotia’s picturesque Annapolis Valley. Having grown up in rural PEI, this atmosphere was not completely foreign to me: but the university environment was. I am a first generation university graduate in my family. The university atmosphere was therefore initially a completely foreign, at times bewildering, and sometimes a lonely place for me. Thomas sensed this and he gave me a lot of guidance. He used to give me lists of movies to watch, lists of books to read, and endless, endless advice. He knew I needed it. That was the beauty of Acadia. Small classes meant you got to known your Professors. He was one of the few professors who came to our graduation ceremony, sat there beaming as we crossed the stage to get our degrees, met our parents at the reception afterwards and had pictures taken with us.

I spent a lot of time in his office on the fourth floor of the BAC chatting, laughing and exchanging stories – especially in my fourth year when I was procrastinating in writing my thesis. He always seemed to have an indefinite amount of time – for all of us. He loved nothing more than a good story and you knew when you delivered a good one when he did the characteristic slap on the knee, always followed by heartfelt laughter.

Over the years I kept in touch with Thomas via letters, email, Christmas cards, the odd telephone call. In the fall of 2005, I moved to Toronto and for the first time in almost ten years, we finally had a reunion. Thomas had relocated back to Toronto to teach at Upper Canada College (UCC). That fall, Jason Crowtz (fellow Acadia Hist. Hons ’96 grad) and I had two sessions with Thomas, both of which consisted of a beer swilling, knee slapping and laughter-filled stroll down memory lane. We planned to get together early in the New Year and I very much looked forward to such future sessions. Sadly, it never happened.

On the 20 December 2005, Thomas was diagnosed with cancer – on his tongue. After successful (but invasive) surgery, Thomas underwent chemo, radiation, as well as speech therapy. He was not able to have visitors so Jason and I wrote letters and emails, often accompanied by an original Jason cartoon depicting some of the sadder facets of our mundane lives. It made him laugh and that seemed to be all he wanted.

I was away all last summer so I did not get to see Thomas until this past fall. Once again, it was Krista who brought us together. A visit from Krista and Tammy prompted another reunion. Thomas was thinner and visibly altered from his year long battle, but it was still the same old Thomas – and it was great to see him. Sadly it would be the last. In November doctors confirmed that his cancer had returned. He waited until after the holidays and on the 2nd of January emailed us to tell us his condition was terminal. On the 14 March 2007, he died peacefully in his sleep at his parent’s home; sixteen days shy of his 56th birthday.

Before he died, Thomas decided he did not want the traditional wake and funeral. Instead, he opted for an old fashioned variety show, “when laughter came easily.” Amazingly enough, he organized the entire show himself in the last months of his life. He asked Tammy, Krista and I in February if we would contribute a short presentation on the antics surrounding the history society’s homecoming floats. On the 18th of May, family, friends, students and colleagues of Thomas gathered at UCC in Toronto for the variety show in his memory. We were one of over twenty acts that day that featured every facet of his life. Presentations were made by family, including one by John’s brother Steve that included childhood and college photos of Thomas that few of us had ever seen. Other chapters of his life represented in the presentations included memories from his camp counseling days, the baseball team he played with, UCC students, UCC colleagues with hilarious stories from Thomas’ involvement with the football team, as well as college friends and colleagues. I laughed a lot more then I thought I would and I think Thomas would have been pleased with how the day unfolded. The variety show was followed by a buffet meal and drinks – all on John. It was a chance for all of us, from various aspects of his life, to come together and share stories, as well as make and renew old friendships.



Acadia history grads:
Tammy Windsor ('94), Julia Kinnear ('93), Krista Hughes ('94), Juanita Rossiter ('96) and Jason Crowtz ('96)


The history gang with Professor Rob Morrison, now at Queen's University, but a good friend and colleague of John's while at Acadia.

Next week, I will be walking across the stage of convocation hall at U of T and I will be thinking about Thomas. Although it was now over ten years ago, I can see him sitting there at Acadia’s UHall, like it was yesterday, one familiar face among all the academic robes, smiling, camera in hand. There is hardly a day passes that I don’t think about him and the impact that he has had on my life. I miss him, but most of all, I am grateful for having known him. He was a great teacher. He was my friend.


Acadia History Grads 1996

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Thesis Year madness - rewind - 1996

The original: a Pre-Raphaelite print on a card. I once remarked to Jason resembled the various stages of me in the writing of my thesis in 1995-1996:


Jason's photoshoped rendition, highlighting aspects of life for myself, Jas, Ken and Kim that year:


Friday, February 23, 2007

Shodo




During the three years I was in Japan, I studied shodo at the high school I taught at (Tottori Higashi koko) in Japan. During the first month of school, I was "urged" to attend classes once a week with Shubayama sensei. I was later told that I could probably never afford to take classes with Shubayama sensei and I was lucky to be getting the lessons for free. This did not mean much to me as I spent the majority of my time that first year in frustration and really not enjoying the free lessons very much at all.

Then something clicked and I can't really put my finer on it, but blam: suddenly the squiggly abstract lines made sense to me and I began to enjoy it. Shubayama sensei didn't speak a word of English and I barely spoke Japanese, but it was a friendship that surpassed language and culture. Oddly enough, the fact that we could barely communicate did not impede us becoming great friends at all.

The print on the left means "Success" and it was the last drawing I did in 1999. To give you an idea of the size, the photos below it are in 5x7 frames. It is probably the best shodo I have done, but it is not my favorite. The drawing on the right means "Ocean" I did this my first semester in Japan, in the Fall of 1996 and it is still my favorite. I grew up on an Island, have always swam in and loved the ocean and I am also a water sign. Shybayama sensei did not know any of this but still picked the perfect character for me to draw during my first few months in Japan.

When I left Tottori in 1999, the high school asked me what I wanted as a good-bye present (Yes, can you imagine?). I asked for one of Shubayama's prints, thinking this was a respectable and practical gift. You can imagine my surprise when, expecting an 8x10 print, I was presented with a MASSIVE, beautifully framed print, in a beautiful silver frame at my good-bye party. It is gorgeous and I will treasure it always. Sadly though, it is carefully wrapped and stowed away at my parent's home on PEI.



Tottori Higashi High school, Tottori, Japan

Grammie's mat



This is the first mat I hooked by myself, which was completed in 2004. I bought the stamped mat on PEI, used wool from MacAusland's woolen mill in Bloomfield, PEI., and hooked it with my great-grandmother's (Sarah Lewis) hook. I had recently returned from a trip to the Magdalene Islands and had been inspired by the colorful houses I saw there. The white car represents my very first car (1995 olds achieva) and the blue car is my second car (2000 buick century). Upon completion, I gave the mat to my grandmother. 

Roddie Steele's fiddle

This is one of my most treasured possessions - my great grandfather, Roddie Steele's fiddle. I have taken lessons, but nearly enough....let's just say it is hard to "pick up" an instrument at my age. I will always be indebted to Mel MacPhee for giving me this fiddle and returning it to our family, and to Timothy Chaisson for trying to teach someone to play who does not have "an ear."


Namibian needlework



I still have not got pillows made for these pillowcases, my favorite purchase from my summer '06 travels. Bought in Windhoek, Namibia, these pillowcases represent the needle work for which Namibian women are well know. I purchased these items at Penduka, located in the township just outside Windhoek. There were many beautiful items for sale - curtains, oven mitts, you name it.



There were two aspects of these pillow cases that attracted me. First was the use of color. I love the combination and presence of orange, red and yellow. I also liked the folksy feeling the images provoked.

More about Penduka:

Penduka is a community-focused women’s project in Katutura district of Windhoek, the capital of Namibia. Women with disabilities and women living in the Katutura, Windhoek district, plagued by poverty work for Penduka. In addition to this women from the agricultural region around Windhoek are involved in embroidery projects in Penduka.

The project runs a handicraft shop, cloth printing workshop, embroidery and sewing activities, a restaurant and a cottage hostel for backpack travellers. About 400 women are working for Penduka. Some of the women are full-time workers while others participate in projects.

Almost all the woman in the embroidery projects is a single mother, making the earnings from the projects critical for the survival of the families. Together with other income sources and the food supplies from farming it is enough to make a living.

Besides income Penduka is offering other prospects for the women. It is considered positive to work together with other women and learn new skills. Sharing their skills with the women of the community is important.

Women can take care of the children while working at home. There is a gathering in Penduka once a week where the products are collected. In each three embroidery groups there is a quality controller and a leader.

Friday, February 02, 2007

Some African souvenirs

I love my souvenirs and now have quite the assorted mix of "stuff" from the various places I have visited. Below are some things I purchased while in South and southern Africa this summer. The art I purchased in Johannesburg. I had a nice long chat with the artist and I liked the pinks in the painting. The ladies in the picture are "Anna" and "Sarah." I also bought a mask in each country I visited with the exception of Lesotho. From left to right, the masks were bought in South Africa, Swaziland, Namibia and Botswana.



Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Homemade

I made Cole and Chase each a small afgahan for Christmas...



Chase's favorite colors are pink and purple.



Cole loves his superheros - so in honour of Spiderman and Batman.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

A PEI Christmas

There IS no place like home for the holidays. I always spend Christmas on PEI with my family. Even the three years I was in Japan, I came home every year. It just would not be the same anywhere else.


As a child, I recall being very upset when we would have a green Christmas. As an adult, I have come to my senses of course, and am thrilled beyond words when I can take a walk on the beach Christmas week. The beach in this photo is referred to locally as the “Skunk House.” I know, such a beautiful spot demands a more romantic, or at least a name that doesn’t make you unconsciously twitch. It is not as nice as the “Bierhaus’ beach” of my childhood, but it does have an easier access in December.



This is the view from my parent’s living room taken Christmas day.


In typical PEI custom, however, company spend most of their time in the kitchen. Below are my parents with my aunts and unlcles on my mom's side....Margie, Danny, Alan and Betty. We were delighted when they all arrived Chirtmas evening.


My bother Peter with Owen - the latest addition to my mom's side of the family.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Lillian's garden

From 1996 to 1999, I taught at Tottori Higashi high school in Tottori, Japan, on the JET program. During those three years, I participated in clubs with my students. I studied Shodo (Japanese caligraphy) with Shubiyama sensi for three years, and I also studied Ikebana, Japanese flower arrangement for two years. Ikebana arrangements are simple, yet beautiful. Returning to PEI, I can't remember how or why, but I began helping my neighbor and cousin, Lillian, with weekly flower arrangments for our church. Then I began helping her with flowers for local weddings. I loved it. I spent many hours in Lillian's garden throughout the past two summers. Lillian taught me the direct opposite of what I had learned in Japan: that in order for arrangements to show up on an altar of an old country church that seats 500 comfortably, they had to be big!

Below are photos of arrangments I did for Rita MacAulay's wedding in August of 2005 - from Lillian's garden.






Thursday, January 18, 2007

Hairspray


This fall, I wandered over to Roncesvalles to visit my best pal Crowtzie. We took a tour of the movie set for "Hairspray," starring John Travolta, which is set to be released later this year. It was cool to see all 50's storefronts, and especiall all the old cars.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Taking you on a road trip...

Our last day of work at the NMF was on Saturday, July 31st - the day of the NMF's Annual Lecture. The following Monday morning, Jill and I left on an eight-day road trip, which took us through eastern South Africa and Lesotho. The scenery was beautiful, the people were kind, and driving on the left was not nearly as difficult as I thought it would be...although I spent most of my week dodging cows, goats and minibus taxis.




The Nissan we rented.

Let's begin with Lesotho...dreary, oh man was it dreary. It poured rain the entire time we were there which did not help. Known for their weaving, we visited a shop to purchase some products from some local women in Hlotse or Teyateyaneng - can't remember which place. The weaving was beautiful and well done. Upon leaving the shop, we discovered a herd of cattle had surrounded our rental car! If it hadn't have been pouring, and if the weaving ladies had not dragged me back into the shop, I would have taken a photo. I wish I had as in retrospect it was quite funny.



These "public phones" were a common sight...


...as were donkeys wandering along the roadside.

Leaving Lesotho, we drove to the Drakensburg Mountains, which were beautiful. Professor Doug Thompson told us that we simply HAD to go hiking in the mountains and not just look from the car/bar. So, we did. We felt we had to and I must admit if it had not been for his email, I probably would have simply looked from the car. From the car though, it was still spectacular.



This was the view from our B&B in Underberg. We desperately tried to get up the Sani Pass with no avail. As this 'donkey road' was too much for our wee Nissan, we decided to take a tour. The Sani Pass takes you into Lesotho via the mountains and while there, we were going to go to the highest bar in South Africa. Mother nature must have sensed some Canadians were en route as the night before our trip it snowed to beat the band and the border into Lesotho had to be closed. Days later we heard that there were some South Africans were trapped there for days because of the snow so I suppose it was not meant to be. Next year the Sani Pass will be paved and it therefore would have been neat to go up while it was still a donkey road.


This is one of my favourite scenic shots of Kwazulu Natal, taken near the Valley of the Thousand Kings. The fields of sugar cane were so lush and green, which was such a nice contrast to the winter yellow fields of central South Africa.



St. Lucia was a wonderful little town on the east coast. It was a welcome relief from the hustle and bustle of Durban. The scenic shot above was taken in the St. Lucia Wetlands Park, a UNESCO World Heritage Site. The other shot was taken out of the B&B we stayed at in St. Lucia, where we stayed in a "Leopard" themed room. This room even had a leopard carved into the door, which at the time seemed cool, but now, I realize was quite gaudy. Maybe it was an omen because within two days, we had a very up-close and personal encounter with a leopard in the Umflozi Game reserve. I think I now prefer the leopard carved in the door.

St. Lucia is known for its hippos that wander throughout the town at night, which we did not encounter. Upon leaving St. Lucia, however, we did come across a herd of elephants by the roadside. Apparently this was not a common occurrence as many locals joined the tourists in the mad frenzy of photo taking.



Visiting the Umflozi game reserve was a great way to end the trip. We saw tons of giraffe and zebra, my favourite, but there were two moments of the visit that stand out in my mind. The first was the EARLY morning walk with a ranger where we came within five feet of a leopard. The second were the monkeys that got into our tent, threw all of my cosmetics about and made off with my toothpaste. Little buggers. Although the leopard was too fast to catch a photo of, here are some other animals.



And to end, my favorite...



That will probably be it for tales of South Africa. Thanks for reading and enjoying the experience with me. Now it is back to the books.

Cape Town and Cape Point


Cape Point was BEAUTIFUL. I only thought that the St. Peters Bay R.C. Church was one of the most windy spots in the world. The wind literally "moved us," but after our ascent, we were rewarded with beautiful scenery.


This was taken en route to the top of table mountain in Cape Town. I thought of my mother while on this thing, recalling her description of a gondola in Banff as a "helicopter on a string."



The view from Table Mountain, overlooking Cape Town. I now know why it is called the "Mother City" of South Africa...and yes, it does somewhat resemble Cape Breton!


From inside Mandela's former prison cell on Robben Island.